My desktop isn’t hooked up right now. I’ve really only been using my laptop… which is difficult cause I don’t have the dollars to pay for the shipping for the broken power cord to be returned. But I’ll figure it out. Matt has been nice enough to loan me his power cord a lot lately.
Everything has been really tough since Matt took this new job. I’m happy for him, I am. It’s just been hard cause I feel like I’m forgotten. We rarely see each other anymore. The only time we really talk is if I make the move to contact him. I’m hoping that it’ll all get better.
I feel like I’m working non-stop and not getting anywhere money wise. I’m not sure how I can find a place to live for August with the lack of money I have more deposit. I’m sure it’ll work out in the end. But it’s still freaking me out. It’s one of the many things that has been contributing to my anxiousness. And the lack of ability to get to sleep. I just lay awake and have a little anxiety attack and freak myself out. It’s not just the living situation thing. It’s lots of little things, clumped up.
I’ve been playing FF10 since I can’t sleep most of the time. Butcher thinks that sitting in front of my face helps me see better… silly kitty. 
I’ve also been reading alot more. I bought these two really old books from the 1800’s at grounds a while back. And I showed them to Dave the retired postman who does the antiques and auctions thing alot… and he said they might actually be worth something. Part of me doesn’t like the idea of selling them cause I love old books and got them to add to my collection. But at the same time I could use the money.
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