January 30th, 2008
Ack!
Sometimes I wish I had more control over things. What’s worse than being happy when you’re with someone and enjoying the little time you get with them, but usually being unsure of what it all means later? I don’t like being unsure of whats next, when I’m sure of what I want to have happen. I’m not even sure if i’m making sense… I think the problem is I don’t know what he wants… if anything at all… seems like it sometimes… but other times… I need to think less.
C’est la vie…