December 28th, 2007
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I really don’t.
The person I love incredibly in this world doesn’t want me.
I’m starting to think that maybe I’m not a very good person, I don’t seem to be able to make anyone happy…
I’m tired ALL the time.
I like my job, but I feel stuck sometimes.
I’ve need to be a little less enticed with Craig’s drinks…
I’m afraid of everything right now.
I’m lonely, and it’s one of the worst feeling ever, next to scared.
I constantly feel helpless, I think that’s the worst part of all of it.
And… I could really use some really loud music and dancing right now… 
I feel a little better after this half ass ranting… I suppose that’s good. On with my day…
*edited* 01/20/08