October 3rd, 2007
End
This is my last post to this blog I think. I think in about a week I’ll probably delete it. Doesn’t seem right to keep it.
I wasn’t going to write anything at all, I just thought I’d try to make myself feel better. It’s probably not going to happen.
I screwed up in major ways. And there is apparently nothing I can do about. I tried, but apparently not hard enough. I suppose it takes two to fix the problem and if one want to give up, that’s it.
The past 6 and a half years of my life have been the greatest. I don’t think I’ve ever felt so awful and regretful for screwing that up.
But it would appear that even though one person could be happy, the other couldn’t. I’m sorry if I’m negative to any of the people that read this. Sometimes I get sad and depressed and I think it’s my way to get it out. It’s an awful excuse, but true. I’m sorry.
There’s lots of things I would like to say, but I doubt anyone wants to hear it.
So I guess this it.